bryyn - once had a girl

i once had a girl
like you
hair of gold 
like you

once had a dream
with you
making love
with you

but now
thats all gone

i once had a love
for you
everyday
for you

i once had a face
for you
in the mirror
for you

and now that im growing old
i can hardly bear 
to live another kiss
and all of the time
and every day
my mind is being erased

when i wake up in the morning
and i see
the pictures that are left in my memory
the only way that i survive
is with a lie
and its taking away my peace
tearing up my insides

but now
thats all gone

how can you forget 
with your smiley eyes
are you hiding everything inside
are you feeling anything at all
on the inside of that brick wall

and now that im growing old
i can hardly bear 
to live another kiss
and all of the time
and every day
my mind is being erased
i hope you find
a better friend
in the book you read
and the prayers you send to him
cause ill be trying it
with a bottle of wine
and salty eyes
from now until the end